Lyrics

White doves swimming around a ring of litter
His boat is breaking up by the shore
Her eyes lit up the sky
With thunder and rain
It doesn’t feel safe

Seaside rides around the corner Blue jeans boy without a past He couldn’t tell her all the stories With a smile on his face It doesn’t feel safe

Safety is something he never had Shadows tryna get him for his life Safety is something he’s always looking for Something he never had before

Hurt by love and silence follows He’s looking forward to no tomorrow His eyes, they cry every night Like thunder and rain It doesn’t feel safe

Wrote a book to send her letters Blue jeans boy, he couldn’t last He needed help with all his luggage And that smile on his face It wasn’t safe Safety is something he never had Shadows tryna get him for his life Safety is something he’s always looking for Something he never had before

From light to darkness He has nowhere to go Always moving to find himself a better road From day to evening He’s slowly losing control He never found a way to make himself a better soul

Safety is something he never had Shadows tryna get him for his life Safety is something he’s always looking for Something he never had before Something he never had before

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Behind the Song

At the edge of the sea, the day’s noise fades and what’s left behind tells the truth. A ring of trash sits like a warning no one bothered to read. White doves drift above it anyway. Down the shore, a boat comes apart piece by piece, not all at once, like it’s been breaking for a long time. From the start, it’s clear this isn’t about one bad moment. It’s about what happens when life never feels steady. The story centers on someone who looks ordinary on the outside, blue jeans, easy smile, the kind of person you’d pass without a second thought. But something is missing. The past is kept out of reach, either cut away, locked up, or buried so deep it can’t be named. That silence creates distance even in the middle of closeness. Love is there, laughter is there, the ride along seaside turns is there, yet the full truth can’t come out, not because of cruelty, but because some history feels like it would destroy the only good thing left. The weather keeps mirroring what’s happening inside. Thunder, rain, and sleepless nights show up in the middle of tender moments, like the world itself is responding. Just when things should feel warm, one thought keeps returning: it doesn’t feel safe. “Safe” becomes more than a place or a promise. It’s the one thing that never existed, not at home, not in love, not even in a quiet mind. Shadows follow close behind, and the song never pins them down. They could be people, memories, fear, guilt, or mistakes that won’t stay in the past. By leaving the threat unnamed, it starts to feel like every kind of danger at once. Love doesn’t fix it. Love arrives, and then the silence arrives with it. The future feels impossible to picture, so words get hidden in a book instead, letters that need more room than a simple message, honesty that can only come out when there’s distance and no one can interrupt. Even “luggage” stops sounding like bags and starts sounding like weight: everything carried around that no one else can see. As the story moves from light toward darkness, it becomes a pattern of trying to escape, trying to start over, trying to find steady ground and coming up empty. The ache at the center is simple: a life spent searching for safety, only to realize it was never there to begin with.